soundtrack of my life part 1

Soundtrack of my life...

There was this episode of Oprah wherein Jon Bon Jovi mentioned something about certain songs he wrote which are now soundtracks of his life (and even of other people's lives out there). I can relate to that. I love music so I guess I am one of those persons who have these certain songs which remind them of certain moments in their lives. Like, when I hear a particular song, I am reminded of certain events/situations I was in. I also associate certain songs to certain persons (mostly my objects of affection). Sometimes I hate my associating songs to specific persons coz hearing the song triggers the drama queen in me. It throws me off and suddenly this deluge of emotions come creeping in and vivid flashbacks fill my mind. Now that's freakin' unwelcome when you're trying to get over or thought you have already gotten over someone. Such a bummer. Anyway, I felt like listing some of those song soundtrack of my life. I'll try to go as far back as my memory will allow me...

Lost in Emotion (Lisa Lisa and Cult Jam) - as far as i can remember, this is one of the first songs we danced in our community.. I danced this song with Nela and Timmy. Don't ask what year it was, coz it's really wayback.
Mony Mony (Billy Idol) - This is the first song we danced at our community park complete with costume..
Supersonic (JJ Fad) - everybody danced on this disco hit during the 80's.. everybody get hooked on this song. I remember those all crazy dance steps we did with this song.. Flashback...
Tell It To My Heart (Taylor dane) - again again again, we danced this tune with my friends (nela and timmy) at our community park..
Ice Ice Baby (Vanilla Ice) - now this is classic.. as far as i know, everybody dance on this song.. I just remmber that we practice this song on the street and there was a dance contest in our community and everybody used that song for the dance contest and unfortunately, we didn't win on the said contest..

to the readers, i know that you'll notice that we keep dancing on out comminity park.. What can I do, I'm such an active kid during my "uhugin" days.

You Light Up My Life (Debby Boone) - Again,again, again.. as i told you we were active during our uhugin to early teeange years. We sang this song as a tribute to our mothers for the mother's day presentation.
No Diggity (Blackstreet) - this is the bomb with all the crazy dancesteps we had on this song.. Got bruises on the knees while practicing these. But this is good, I'm proud that I was able to dance this.

this is just the volume 1 of my soundtarck.. i have to remember the songs that should be on my soundtrack. I need to get back to work now.. I'm jsut doing whiletalking to our cleints..
Multi-tasking.. :)

fantasize

i had a conversation w/ my friend last night thru SMS, and this is one of his messages
"Yeah. Sobra. After you told me, can't get off my head. :) i always fanatasize about you. :)"

what is my reaction, i just laughed so hard at him and send him a message told him that he's crazy and his reply is " Im so turned on"....

hahahaa.... he's really crazy..

at least, someone fantasizes about me..

hay buhay....

i just hate it when you feel so down and depressed and it seems everything you do is wrong.. This is what I'm feeling right now and i've been like this for a couple of days.... Hope this is just some hormonal imbalance thingy...

the right moment

when you say "i love you" to a person, don' t wait for the right moment or timing .. just say it when you feel that or the momemt will pass you by (sound familiar? )... don't expect the same answer from that person.. maybe he's not ready to say it or he doesn't feel the same way.. just say it, at least, you let the person know how you truly feel coz maybe there is no tomorrow to let the person know how you feel...

my new tattoo

my neww tattoo
Originally uploaded by titser chi.

i had my new tattoo last thursday and i'm so happy about it ... after my first tattoo 3 years ago, it is just now that i had new one.. my tattoo means Kalayaan or Freedom in english and it is written in our ancient alphabet called "alibata" or "baybayin".. . people asked me why "kalayaan", one simple explanation for this, i wish that the world be free from any false judgements from people.. i wish that everybody can do whatever they want in this world , what they really want, not be boxed on what the society dictates to them... but this just a wishful thinking here.. someday this might happen...

and the saga continues...

yes, my love someday i could
someday i could touch you for the last time
as i feel the warmth of your breath and
the soulness of your being into ecstacy

yes, my love until then
until then i will be the prisoner of yesterday
a slave of today ; a wanderer of tomorrow
until then im yours until fate wake me up from this madness

An on-line affair.....

Since we had a dsl conneciton at home... I've been addicted to logging on to YM... everyday i go online and chat with my friends... There's a certain thing happened to me on YM. I don't know if you are familiar with it, sometimes you're profile is shown on My Yahoo.. I have 2 constant IM mates now, an Iraqi and 1 American... I call them as my future expats.. ahahahaha :)).. my sister and i thought it will be better if i get an expat here coz all my ex's are DUMBASS, especially the last one... I'll give you the profile of these 2 IM mates i have...

IM Mate #1
1. an Iraqi, came from a rich family in Basra
2.A big time engineer in Baghdad and working for an American Co., he is a really bigtime engineer
3. He lives in a Green Zone in Baghdad, meaning in an American compund, following american laws.
4. Only 24 years old
5. He hates being an Iraqi coz he hard time going to different countries because of his nationality like they are not allowed to go Thailand.

IM Mate #2
1. an American guy, orginally from Butler, PA
2. An I.T guy who works for True Value H0me Depot
3. He is now based in Albany, NY
4. A 33 year old-guy
5. a football fanatic

The funny this here is they keep on asking me if I need anything like IM mate #2 asked me if I need money he can send me some and IM Mate #1 , thinks that I need my own pc and wiiling to give me a laptop... When I told these things to my sister, we just laughed.. so scary.... and they keep on telling me that they love me and they want to go here.. like duh????

I just don't know what may happen on these IM flings...

wish me luck here. ahahahaha :))